Hyper. You’re hyper.
You’re smelling, feeling, tasting everything like it’s your first time.
For a moment, after what feels like a decade, you’re seeing things more clearly.
The paranoia shifts, you suddenly realise you had things wrong. You had people, wrong.
In the depressive, anxious haze.. You had been too quick to judge. You know it, you feel it.
You are greeted with curiosity, smiles, even hugs.. And you are shocked.
You are embracing your husband, your children. You are laughing.
You are tempted, but only just, to explore this new world more readily. To embrace it.
But can you, will you?
Only time will tell.
Only time, has the answers.